JovanaLilVampire69's Xanga

Sunday, December 24, 2006

Sun, 24 Dec 2006 05:13:31 GMT

Hey people i know that i haven't been on for quite a while . But can u blame me Myspace got to my head lol . I still say xanga is better ^_^.Wow this year has been so crazy it's not even funny .Lot's of things whent down , such as me finding out that my ex was cheating on me for the whole time that we were together , then hooking up with a guy who just wanted hto have sex with me . Then things where quite for a while until Knots came (damm) i got a lil crazy making out with a guy who has a gf who lives in texas . Then I started liking him and when i told him he chose his gf oh well he missed out . I'm over him and my exex .yey me . I got really close to my friens Brent who is a senoir this year and will be leaving me .I also got really clos to my firne Dani who i use to hate but now i love that girl to death.My sis moved out once again. I lost contact with my guy best friend for a while but i'm talking to him again . i haven't really broken down .Idk there a lot more but can't really remeber all of it u know . Oh yeah for once my parents are starting to understand how i really iam and the type of things i'm into. There letting me dress more like a rocker now which is so kickass of them . The only things that Sucks right now is that i'm not going to have a Quience so yeah but i guess i'm having a sweet sixteen.

My new years resolution is to safe 200 dollars to get me my skateboard . loose a lil bit of weight ^_^. Maybe get a bf idk . I'm being more outgoing with other peole besieds my friends ^_^ . I'm getting to know a lot of older people who most of them are metal heads ^_^ and are really kickass yeah but i'm still a fucking beaner no matter wat haterz say=P so yeah but i'm happy hope next years brings great things SO

MERRY CHRISMAS &HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!!!!!

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 17:18:06 GMT

sup peole i'm now in myspace as well and a lot more of my friends are there so i',m happy about that so i hope all of u can come and visit me at www.myspace.com/jovanalilvampire69 and check it out it's pretty funny

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Sat, 11 Mar 2006 01:59:46 GMT

hey people waz up yeah i know i haven't writen in a long while u know i've been kinda busy i just got internet agian. so i waz wondering how u all been?

yeah i hope u been well i know i have welll hope everyone missed me lol peace out

p.s. i love my bf oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoto all but most of all my bf

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 01:33:30 GMT

hey people i know i haven't updaed in a while it's just i haven't had much to talk about. my life is pretty boring as u all know. so now i'm just going to post up pic that i've been getting 4rm random place hope u all enjoy them

Saturday, January 07, 2006

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 19:50:54 GMT

http://www.GlitterMaker.com/ - Free Glitter Graphics

Friday, January 06, 2006

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 00:04:51 GMT

sup people i know sorry i haven't updated in a while i've been kinda busy. well HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to all of u . i can't do much cuz like i'm starting to box so i've been really busy. now wat suck once again is i might move .WAIT THAT'S REALLY GOOD well i wanna move even if i have to move to L.A. i don't mind as long as i move away 4rm were i am .

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 02:10:33 GMT

oh waz up people just here to tell u all MERRY CHRISTMAS

yeah well have fuun pig out and get drunk if u do please drive as fast as u can lol

so have fun and get laid lol

peace out

my sis and i

my sis

hope u like the way i look

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 01:21:55 GMT

hey people yeah so i know i haven't wrote in a while. so yeah i just get to put an entry cuz i'm really bored and i have nothing else to do but this so be happy.yeah the holidays are coming up and in about to moths my b-day is coming up i wanna get somethings such as the following

shoes,mp3,backpack,skirts,jeans,and many oithe things but those r my majors so yeah i gotta save up my money

peace out have fun and pig out during the holidays.

p.s. as u already know i love my bf

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 15:58:01 GMT

hey people waz up i'm bored and depressed becuz my bf got shot. i know it sucks and the worst thing is i can't go visit him. i just hope he gets better. i'm sick and i dont like it. yeah it's the weekend and i'm with a cold it sucks. becuz i just recoverd 4rm my knee which waz jacked up and now i have a damm cold i don't like it. well gotta go bye people have fun

peace out

p.s. i love my bf and i hope he gets better .

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 02:47:44 GMT

hey people waz up? well i've been kinda having a hard week i don't know why but i am it's weird cuz i'm soppuse to send a leeter to my b.f. it's just that i don't know wat to tell him and i'm not home early. which i like so yeah. i'm not really sure of wat i want anymore.

it's been so weird i've always know wat i want but now i don't know anymoreand i don't like it. this skool year is going by soo fast and it's like i'm still the same . even though a lot of people always tell me not to change i want to change like everyone else i just ...... i don't know how to like say it i just want to like give up everything i've ever fighted for it's just . all my dreams are gone and i don't know wat to reach for anymore. i look at my self and i don't see me with a future it's sad cuz sometimes i can look soooo happy but inside i just wanna die. i've slit my wrist a couple of times and i don't wanna stop even though i know it's bad 4 me. it's just a good feeling that i get when i do it. it's awsome and it's like when the blood flows it's like all my pain and problems go with it and i feel so happy and relefed after i do it. i don't really know how to explain it

well i know it's long entry please tell me wat i can do or how i can set some new goals i need advice

peace out

p.s. I LOVE ME BF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!